cost cost cost save save save

I don’t like complaining.
I don’t like being negative.
But.... When I have to think about cost saving and how to please clients in that area, I get so frustrated.
If I have an MBA or some accountant skills or good at numbers or good at politics, does it help me manage this better...?
How can I cut costs and keep the quality of work and please clients and please staff at the same time.. :-?
Hmmm....

I have ups and downs at my work life. When I have to think about costs, it definitely puts me near the bottom of the down curve.... I wonder what I am doing here... Is this something I wanted to do?
I much prefer pulling all-nighters doing design work.
Well, I like people that I work with and being a manager is interesting and challenging. And dealing with cost issues may be helpful when I want to start up my own company later on. Yes.. I know... but... I sometimes get so tired and just feel like escaping from the situation. grrr..

I guess I just don’t like the situation that I can’t control well.
I want to be good at doing things. (maybe I have a psychological problem ..? :P)
I should follow Taro Okamoto’s words:
“If you are weak, just admit you are weak. Just be the way you are. “
Ok... I admit I’m not good at numbers....

Hmm.... That’s enough complaining. A good thing about me is after one night of sleep, I can forget most of the things (good or bad), I would feel much better and become positive. Tomorrow morning, I’ll probably think.. why did I write this..?
but you know....
work is just work. ... words are just words.... :-}